Thanks everyone again for your support, You have no idea how much this means to me. I appreciated it so much, every little bit helps me greatly
To update you all on the situation. My breakdown this week was majorly caused by the usual financial issues. Mostly two big things that hit me this weekend. One being a big rent increase (not until Oct but still) but the other was the fact that I hadn’t heard about how much we were getting from Taxes this year. The fact that is is now July started to worry me that we filled out the taxes wrong and with each passing month my anxiety got worse and worse.
We really need that extra bit a month because it pays for our electricity bill, which I managed to get even lower then before. My Patrons all help so much with the other bills, but there are still more… So the rent increase, with fact that we might not get enough to pay all our bills, sent me into a bit of a panic. Add on that I needed to deal with this months bills, groceries, call to make doc’s appointments. Everything just crashed down on me at once.
All in all things started turning around after my breakdown, as they usually do. The next day we got our GST and Taxes in the bank, which was a big stress reliever, and I finally got out to do groceries and make some phone calls. Just have one more call to make today and all of that stuff is dealt with.
The other thing that has been stressing me out is that I’ve been trying to figure out other ways to draw in more supporter to help pay for these bills. The problem is Tumblr has been a brat to creators as of late, blocking external links from showing up in search engines and even marking Lesbian content as NSFW even if it is something as simple as just holding hands or cuddling. Not sure what the issues is, but it does cause a lot of problems since that is a major place I post my works. the more people who read my works on Tapastic the better, but if I can’t even link to it without showing up in searches then what is the point…
I was also trying new video stuff, but realized i’m really not good at that stuff. I’m just not that interesting a person to sit here and talk. I need to be doing something art related. So I think I need to change the Weekly News to a Weekly doodle talk thing, where I talk about the week while doing random doodles. I keep considering paying for a Private Streaming just for my $5 Patrons or even making a $10 a month tier for Private lessons, maybe 2-3 a month.
Anyways, i’ll try to get more done soon. Still struggling a bit as I try to sort things out.
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