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Category: Panic Attack

So I made a little video with my new Birthday Present to thank everyone for their birthday wishes and thank the anon for the Birthday gift on Ko-fi earlier today. I tell you I really wanted FaceRig and Live 2D for a while now and wish my first video had turned out. I was laughing so hard because of the glitches that when I hit record I forgot to check my settings and didn’t record any audio… so sad. Then it took several tries to get the OBS to record what was going on so I could show people what the program does. 

The big reason I wanted this program is because I wanted to be able to talk to all of you more, but didn’t want to use my image. There is a reason me and my wife don’t post photos online anymore. After all the harassment and threats we got it became too much for either of us so we just decided to stop posting anything. People just couldn’t understand the fact that I’m very much in the gender neutral and felt the need to harass us, calling me a liar and even trying to blackmail me, even though I’ve explain many times about my gender journey and the struggles I’ve gone through over the years. Some people just didn’t get that I don’t fit into the typical mold and never will. It is really hard to explain and I hope to try with this and in my manga series Inside OuT and Random Acts.  

The thing is I used to love doing panels and talks at conventions, libraries and schools, but due to my health I really can’t do that anymore. so I’ve been looking for an alternative. To tell you my panic attacks and anxiety are so bad that I was really worried about even the sound of my voice, So nervous I almost didn’t do live streams at all. Those of you who showed up for my live streams made me feel a lot better, your kind word mean a lot to me. So I tried to figure out other ways to communicate more, but need to keep safe at the same time. I hope to be able to create my own Live 2D avatar eventually and do more videos, answering your questions and what have you. While my art videos are mostly for my Patreon page I will slowly be making them public over time, just Patreon gets to see them first. These other videos I might make public, depending on how I feel. 

Well, thanks again all of you who have been supporting me over these years. I’m grateful to have so many of you stick around throughout the years. i’m off to get some of my birthday cheese cake now. I’ll be back to art again on Tuesday. 

Hope you all have a good weekend. 

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